It’s not something I can explain easily… It’s like I’ve lost perception of Time.
A moment could feel too long when in reality it was only a minute. Sometimes, it feels like time doesn’t exist and all of a sudden too much of it has passed.
Time has become this rabbit hole I’ve fallen into. The days just blur into one another and the next thing I know, the Consequences come knocking on my door.
I don’t know why this happens. And I don’t understand how hours and days can just bypass me without me noticing a thing until I’m being shoved by a tide of Consequences.
I think the worst part is that it doesn’t bother me as much as it used to – nothing does. It’s like I’ve faded away. Things don’t affect me like they used to.
I had always been afraid of the Consequences, but now I don’t fight it. I just let it pull me under and drown me. I don’t scream. I don’t thrash. I just sink and the deeper I go, the less I feel. And now I’m too far submerged for you to rescue me.
Jynx Frostbyte 